"Profound Transition"

Six months since I wrote in this blog. From September '07 til now things were in an emotional and physical tornado with Mother's passing the change in my life and the Not Knowing What I Am Going To Do.

I feel pretty bad this morning, and hope it has nothing to do with MSG or spices from my dinner out. No upset tummy or anything like that. I did finally get some sleep yesterday afternoon, and pretty well in the early hours today (2-4 a.m. kind of a loss)...so was expecting to leap out of bed, go for a walk and be back in business. I feel really tired and lethargic and not very well. I think I still need a LOT of rest. Driving around a lot yesterday in the heat was hard. This seems to be a pattern--I can go-go-go one day, then the next I am so tired --I'm driving to Kailua this afternoon to see the "psychic", maybe I am also apprehensive about that....the little horoscope calendar Caitlin sent me says for today: Whether you know it or not, you're going through a profound transition that affects both your relationships and your self-expression. Pay attention. There are potential breakthroughs around every corner."

That could be it, too, I do feel like (and horoscopes have been indicating for the last month) that something is shifting. I'd best go with the flow and listen to my body and mind. After my session with Nancy this afternoon, I do hope to make it to Kailua Beach which is one of the best in the world, fine powdery sand and blue waters. Will rest up to manage that.