Waiting Heart Emerges?

Can it be? For two weeks now it seems I am me again. How? "The Waiting Heart" that MGF sent me 6 months ago seems to have borne fruit. The butterfly emerging from the chrysalis after two years for Kidd looks like it is finally flying about for me after 3 years of darkness and 9 months of Inner Work . . . why else have I always put the Callas "Madama Butterfly" on the car radio when going in to Anchorage for these last weeks? I never put the inner work and gravitating-in-daily-life to that music together til just now. After a long slog of listening to tapes for my spirit stuck in the tiny pit of the dark well (list of tapes/podcasts follows) all of which appeared to me as if by magic, one by one, came a physical treatment = going to a "canny" Scottish foot reflexologist (who reads!), getting off the blood pressure medicine Diovan, discovering the Bach flower essences, and walking in the very early mornings again. Like the lifting of April 22nd, the new discovery of me July 29th was just something that I noticed---aha! today is different. Two weeks of its unchanging state is enough for me to declare it without fearing a jinx......stay tuned!